To you.

Yes, I've thought about it. You are right. Purposely is too strong a word to use. It wouldn't be nice if you were to told me you didn't want to reply me on purpose. Same thing applies, I shouldn't have told you I walked away on purpose.

I'm sorry, I totally regretted that night on using this word purposely.
But I can't find any other words to use and tell you the truth behind the fact that I walked away the moment I saw you.

So yeah, during recess on that particular day, I was stationing myself at one of the entrance of the canteen. I didn't pay much attention to looking out for pupils bringing food outside and my eyes were completely stucked on you.

I wasn't feeling very nervous until you walked towards the entrance where I'm positioned at. I walked away hurriedly the moment I see you walking towards the entrance. I'm really so sorry I couldn't help but to walk away.

That night you sent me a message and told me about it, I replied you saying that I walked away on purpose. ON PURPOSE. Shouldn't have used this word. I. AM. SERIOUS.

I was pondering on this issue today on my way back from CCSS. I gave it some serious thoughts and realised it is really my fault. Purposely is really not a good word to use on that occasion.

I am sorry.

I am not wanting you to forgive me, but I'm hoping we'll still be as bubbly like before. As close as we're like before. I hope.