Tuesday, May 26, 2009 ; ♥
I hate the feeling of being left out by people, just like what happened during Maths lesson this noon. People are often reluctant to do things ...
This have been disturbing me for days or perhaps, months. I don't feel like telling anyone or approaching people for advices about this.
Managed to hold back my tears earlier on in class, I don't want to cry infront of so many people. I just don't feel like it. I gotta hold back my tears no matter what. But I don't know ... I don't know how long would I be able to hold my tears back.
I'm afraid I might break down anytime. I don't like it and I don't want it to happen either. God ... Save me. Its such a torture............
This have been disturbing me for days or perhaps, months. I don't feel like telling anyone or approaching people for advices about this.
Managed to hold back my tears earlier on in class, I don't want to cry infront of so many people. I just don't feel like it. I gotta hold back my tears no matter what. But I don't know ... I don't know how long would I be able to hold my tears back.
I'm afraid I might break down anytime. I don't like it and I don't want it to happen either. God ... Save me. Its such a torture............
